Unbearable Divine Punishment

When you get something sacred and celestial to your hands you might feel it is an exclusively made heavenly gift for yourself. Not the value of gift is important but the pure mind behind should be trusted. Sometimes even the sacred gifts are not tangible you feel the heaviness of it to your heart. It keeps thinking and dreaming through the light of such gift. It is a mind-to-mind dialogue up kept for lifetime. Once the gift is gloriously shining in your hands you feel it is a unbearable "Divine Punishment". When you are looking at your hands full of heavenly aura gifted by cosmic energy you will begin to dream in nature. It will expel the inertia of "Tamas" in your inner soul.